Sometimes I wonder what about me makes it so easy for people to just throw away when they don't feel the need for me to be around anymore. Sometimes I feel it is just one more reason why I don't try to make too many friends because no matter how close they are to me, I always manage to screw something up, or am not worth enough to people to keep me in their lives. And after this I dont know waht else to say. I'm to the point where there is nothing new to say, and I just don't really feel much of anything besides hurt or nothing it seems. Sometimes I feel joy, but it doesn't happen often. I'm just glad I at least still have Liz in my life, and now Rob to keep me stable and on track. Thanks guys